Young at age, but a Mom at heart.

"Being a young mom means I met you a little early, but I get to love you longer. Some people said life ended when I had a baby, my life had just begun. You didn't take away my future, you gave me a new one. ♥ A mother in 35 weeks at 20 ♥ "

It’s my 35th week of being pregnant. Having my dear bubba inside me feels nothing but  a “true happiness”. I’m not ashamed having him this early because he makes me feel happy and totally blessed.  The day I found out that I'm going to be mom soon, well of course it freaks me out but on the other side “God planned this for me, I should face this and be responsible. Everything has its own reason so there’s nothing to be sad or disappointed about.” 

I’m not really prepared and I don't know how am I going to raise my son, (Yes, he is a boy that’s why his daddy is so excited.) But there’s one thing I know, being a parent doesn't  necessarily mean your life just ended in fact it’s just the beginning. Yes I’m only 20 but I could be the best and hot momma in town baby! ;) I still can pursue my dreams, I can still continue my careers and the plans that I wanted to do. And my family will be my inspirations. Maybe this blessing will give us more meaning on how to live our life, to be more focused, disciplined and responsible enough.  It will really changed your life though, the decisions you have to make,  your actions toward others, but it will not take out “the happiness” you have before, the time when you’re living a teenage life.

Francis Daniele Gray B. Santos.  That will be his name. Probably we will call him "Danie" or "Anchis" for short. But his Daddy wants to call him "Gray". 

Daniele’s a blessing. I love him more than anything else.  I now realized how does it feels being a mother. Nothing can beat a mother’s love. She will be always there erasing our mistakes, forgiving us, protecting us and loving us. Just like my mother does. I’m so thankful to have her and I promise to my son that I will try to be the best mom for him. Mother’s are like erasers, cleaning up our mistakes and getting smaller every time we commit one. But still, she’s always there for us. I’m really proud of myself because I know now how to think in a mature way, how to start appreciating things in life and the people around me. 

November is fast approaching. I’m really excited  and a bit nervous to see my boy.  He is the best gift for  Christmas  and it will be a great start being a mom for  the next year.

Preparing his things makes me smile. Actually, I already have all of the stuff he needs (because we're sooo excited)except for one thing, his comforter and pillow set, my hubby and I will definitely buy it next week after my check up. We gotta prepare them all before Daniele’s home coming.

Here are SOME of Danie's stuff. I really meant SOME. He has a lot of clothes to wear that's why we cancel the plan of having a baby shower for him. They say pregnancy is a bit boring. Because you cannot do  the usual things you do before. But it's actually not. In fact, If I tend to get bored, I always fix Daniele's clothes. Wash them, iron them, organize them, etc. etc. It's a bit exciting though. It actually depends if you want to get bored or not. Some preggo's are usually lazy but not me. ;)

Isn't it fun to shop for your little ho-ho? I love fixing his things. Specially his very cute clothes.

#a.happy.momma

Hope you enjoyed reading my blog tonight. Thanks for reading!

XoXo,
♥Anne♥